AND THE NIGHTMARE HAS JUST BEGUN.

WHAT IS FUCKING WRONG WITH ME LATELY?!!!!


i don't have the energy to do things right anymore.
and i just feel like giving up and backing out.


i feel fucking stressed out!
i want to be left alone!
i don't want to keep having things on my mind!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!


i need a timeout.
but time keeps racing with me and i can't stop.
i can't.
i really can't.

im not weird. im special. (:



i should stop blogging about some "health issues"...
hahahaha!

today is another mugging day!
MUG MUG MUG!

5tests in week 4.
GREAT ISN'T IT?

HUANYING IS OFFICIALLY GUILTY OF MAKING ME FAT!!
hahahahaha jk! (this is for her to see)

yesterday was GOOD FRIDAY and i met huanying at parkway for lunch.
i was supposed to treat her cos her birthday is coming.
i gave her socks for her birthday (weird request) and she gave me a VERY VERY EARLY birthday present- 棒棒堂改版专辑!!!!
BBT ROCKS THE SOCKS I GAVE HUANYING!
:DDD

anyway, we decided to go to the same cafe we ate at during chinese new year.
the set meal was 6 bucks which had: soup of the day, main course, coffee/tea and FREE FLOW OF BREAD. (i ate two pieces of bread. it was SUPER NICE.)
and we ordered Spaghetti Aglio Olio.
it was nice. actually VERY NICE.
i loved the coffee they served too!
and we talked and talked while eating.
then the bill came and it mounted to 30BUCKS.
i only had 23bucks with me (mostly $2 & $5 notes) and when i took out the notes, the guy serving us was like a bit shocked to see how poor i was la.
so huanying paid the other $7. (which means i paid half her meal)

then i IMMEDIATELY went to the atm to withdraw money.
hahahaha!

after that we were still hungry (actually me) and we decided to go to Venezia which sold 95% fat-free ice cream.
and huanying ordered the waffle set which costed 6 bucks: waffle with one scoop of ice cream & a cup of tea/coffee.
the waffle was super nice!
and i ate like 1/3 of it i think.

GUILTY GUILTY!

we walked around in circles in parkway and we saw Teresa from Campus Superstar.
and we passed by jap and korean stores and we kept saying we should have eaten sushi for lunch instead of spaghetti!
when we took the escalator to go to BreadTalk, we saw these two guys in front like hugging.
so i was like"eh huanying, are they gay?
then she said"ya i think so"
but when we took a closer look, one was a girl. (she had short spiky hair)
and i was like "OOPS."
hahahahah!

then it was already 4 so we said byebye.
the next time we're meeting would be at the airport where im supposed to wave goodbye to huanying before she boards the plane to china.

and when i went home i did 200 sit-ups to make up for what i ate.
HEE.

TAN HUAN YING.
YOU OWE ME SUSHI!
hahahahahaha!
:DDDD


(woah, this post is all about huanying. AREN'T YOU HONOURED, TAN HUAN YING? XD)

argh im getting fatter during the holidays!
i can't wait for school to start so i can continue skipping meals w/o my parents knowing.
they keep forcing me to eat!
now i feel damn fat.
RAH.
and i keep complaing that im fat until my mum wants me to see a psychiatrist.
i think it was super funny when she said it to my dad.
"你要带她去检查头脑了."
HAHAHA!
:DD



i just showed my overbite to my dad the other day and he took it so seriously that he wants it to be treated.
which means probably braces.
so im going to see an orthodontist on wednesday.
in a way im quite excited about it.
:D

heyheyhey!
i think i irritated another person with my "health-obssession"-TANHUANYING.
hahahaah! she was so irritated cos i refused to eat food.
then i only ate a sandwich for lunch while huanying ate grilled dory fish. (i ate all her veggies. YUM.)
after that i kept saying i was still hungry and she kept telling me to eat.
then we walked around looking for food which i ALLOWED myself to eat. (i think we spent half an hour for that cos i kept saying i want to buy this but didn't in the end)
so eventually, i bought a small banana egg tart which was yummy but i regretted eating it cos it contanined BUTTER!
but oh wells its alr in my tummy.
then huanying bought Ben&Jerry's ice cream which i ate one spoonful of. (regretted again)

kbox was damn fun!
we both joined kbox membership!
damn cheap- only $5 bucks for lifetime membership!
we sang from 1.30-7pm which was uber uber tiring!
huanying started to saosiah(no voice) halfway and she was falling asleep.
HAHAHA!
i think jay chou's 最长的电影 mv damn cool can!
here it is:


and and kbox at suntec doesnt cheat money unlike marina.
they dont chase us out two hours before the package ends and still expect you to pay the same price for the whole package.
and suntec allowed us to go in like 1/2 hour before with no extra charges!
we took the k-student that provided endless supply of sprite/ coke, two plates of fries(which we didnt eat cos it was SUPER OILY AND FATTENING) and two bowls of snacks.
we shuang dao lor.
:DDD


huanying's birthday is coming so i asked her what she wants and she said "ANKLE SOCKS".
i totally diao-ed at her.
so now i have to buy her 3 pairs of ankle socks, one book (or not) and treat her to lunch at parkway on good friday next friday.
and she will buy me bbt's 哪里怕改版专辑!!!!
YAY!!!!
SHE ROCKS.
:DD


class bbq's tmr!
can't wait can't wait can't wait!
XD

i just came back from the gym and im super tired.
i wetted my t-shirt and towel THOROUGHLY.
AND I STINK.
time for shower!
:DDD

MATH IS DRIVING MY BRAIN NUTS.



sigh.
i have so much to catch up on during this holidays.
X((



and my dad still bans me from youtube even though its the HOLIDAYS.
i was hoping to watch at least one episode of 斗牛 from where i stopped last time, but NO.
URGH.
i think he's starting to tie me up and control my freedom.
AH. DAD.





but its okay, i can still watch at huanying's house when i go out with her to kbox on monday.
and im damn excited for that!
i can't wait to see huanying and SPILL OUT everything that's happened.
:DD



AND CLASS CHALET'S ON THURSDAY!
i can't wait for bbq!
:DD

i need some space too you know.

MUMMY *sobs* ITS OVER!

im back from OAC!
editting proposals, refresher courses, belay school, all for this short three day camp.
sigh.
time flies.
im going to miss all the fun we had during meal times and unchoking the sinks and thinking of sadistic thoughts.
AND I WILL MISS KITCHEN DEPT LEADERS!
:((


to 3I, my attached class:
i dont know if you guys will see this, but im sorry i kept leaving you guys cos of kitchen duties and that i was not a good instructor. but im still proud of you guys and especially the group i took for day 1! you proved that you could do things if you put your mind to it and you all actually climbed the wall in 1 MINUTE! (*gloats) for the pole and tyre, lets just say you guys did great in killing the poor lizard. (i dont really mean that) and during abseiling, you guys were very supportive of your friends who abseiled down. that was really something worth commending.

but, you guys tend to talk amongst yourselves or get distracted easily. please try not to because you may not listen to instructions and then do things wrongly. also, you guys dont really have much initiative cos when i asked for volunteers, i had to keep repeating and it took at least 5 mins for some one to volunteer. please try to inititate more.
but on the whole i'm really proud of you guys. JIAYOU! :D

to 3C, my class:
i was so touched when i saw you guys singing during campfire. we (3C instructors) could tell you guys bonded alot during this camp and i hope your bonds will stay strong no matter what. even though there were some comments about your attitude, i hope you all can learn from your mistakes and jiayou! love you guys! :D

to all the leaders:
A BIG THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING and very sorry that you have to do the work during the camp even though we were the ones who had to take charge and we know you are really disappointed in us.

to kitchen dept leaders:
i'm really very very happy to have you as leaders. a mere thank you is not enough for all that you've done for the kitchen instructors. you've been so patient with us all the while and it is through your guidance that we've learnt and experienced so much. all the fun times we had in the kitchen and dining hall will be a precious memory. and NO ONE can replace you guys in our hearts.
THE KITCHEN FAMILY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE.



THE KITCHEN FAMILY! :D


THE KITCHEN FAMILY! :D (notice how may always look blur or dao)


KITCHEN LEADERS!



SPOON, FORK AND KNIFE!


OH WE LOOK RETARDED. XD


SPOON'S ABOUT TO BURST OUT LAUGHING.


I LOVE KITCHEN DEPT '08!


AWW. WE LOVE MAY SO MUCH.
HEE.


THIRD DAY PACKING. :D


OAIs AND OALs 2008!






the moments we had together were short and fast.
but at least i know you guys will always be in my heart.

GIRL;

JIAYEE
sunshine and rainbows put smiles on my face. and i never underestimate the power of love.
.

SPEAK;