Tuesday, April 01, 2008
strong on the outside, yet so fragile on the inside.
and i still broke down.
i didn't expect myself to be so weak.
and reaching my breaking point before i expected.
i guess i cracked.
everything inside just flowed out and i couldn't stop it.
i just couldn't hold back.
but it really felt great to let go.
im feeling much better now.
but im still drained out.
tired.
thank you to everyone who encouraged me.
im really really glad to have you guys there for me.
really.
(:
for you guys, i will stand strong.
and appear to be even when im on the verge of breaking down.
and i hope the dark clouds above my head blows away.
so that i can find my true happy self again.
(and i can continue loving my husbands. <3)
what we could have been, 6:52 PM.
