a brand new year is heading this way.
new expectations, new resolutions, new goals and targets.
interesting how time goes by and what seems like yeterday is now a thing of the past.
all i wish is to let go of the control im unwilling to.
the control that has caused me enough pain and caused my family enough heartbreak.
no longer shall it rip me apart from who im supposed to be.
its the last step; the step to make 2010 a whole new year full of laughter and happiness, not tears and sorrows; the step to find a self i shall always be comfortable in; and the step to being free from the metal chains clasping onto my wrists ever so tightly.
this is who i want to be; who i WILL be.
what we could have been, 9:46 AM.