Saturday, January 16, 2010
fuck.
my life is taking a major turn.
i hate it when i have to cry almost everyday.
i ponder over why is it so hard to let go.
i beat myself up for making my loved ones worry.
this fucking sucks.
I HATE THIS SHIT.
i know this doesnt sound like the chirpy and cheery jiayee.
im sorry.
i just dont understand myself these days.
im being shut out from me.
my life is taking a major turn.
i hate it when i have to cry almost everyday.
i ponder over why is it so hard to let go.
i beat myself up for making my loved ones worry.
this fucking sucks.
I HATE THIS SHIT.
i know this doesnt sound like the chirpy and cheery jiayee.
im sorry.
i just dont understand myself these days.
im being shut out from me.
what we could have been, 10:29 PM.
