Thursday, July 27, 2006
I wanna say a BIG THANK U 2 all the sec four bandies! Thnx for guiding us thru tough times and giving us the support we needed! Without u guys, CSB would not be wad it is today!!! XIE XIE NI MEN! u guys will always be in the <3>
THANK U SEC FOUR BANDIES!!! (:
THANK U SEC FOUR BANDIES!!! (:
what we could have been, 8:10 PM.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
I'VE FINALLY FIGURED OUT!
I've learnt to take this in my stride...
No use pondering over it anyway...
I'm sure u'll get it soon...
I doubt u r dat dumb (no offence)
Smiles [:[:[:[:
I've learnt to take this in my stride...
No use pondering over it anyway...
I'm sure u'll get it soon...
I doubt u r dat dumb (no offence)
Smiles [:[:[:[:
what we could have been, 2:46 PM.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
i dun believe in fairytales...
nor do i believe in dream-come-trues..
i onli noe dat even ur closest fren can hurt u deeply,
leaving u wif a broken heart...
nor do i believe in dream-come-trues..
i onli noe dat even ur closest fren can hurt u deeply,
leaving u wif a broken heart...
what we could have been, 4:49 PM.
Friday, July 21, 2006
THE CHINESE INDIAN IDIOT.
todae was damn fun!
i wore rezzie's ethnic costume
A PANJABI!!!
It's BLUE!
Lovely earrings!
Lovely photos!
SO FUN!(:
todae was damn fun!
i wore rezzie's ethnic costume
A PANJABI!!!
It's BLUE!
Lovely earrings!
Lovely photos!
SO FUN!(:
what we could have been, 5:30 PM.
Monday, July 17, 2006
GOLD-our break through...
*sigh* dunno wad's wrong wif me this few daes....i kip feeling left out...i dun feel like i'm a sodarian anymore..i dun even think i'm alive! but no big deal wad...no one cares if i live or not...after all, like i said b4, i'm juz a piece of dirt...i'm juz too stressed.... academically,mentally....i'm hurt and i dunno how to recover.... is dere sth wrong wif me? i kip getting oversensitive abt things...ya la ya la, i'm self pitying again but seriously, hu cares?! no one! so i dun give a bluddy damn!*sigh* wad to do??? i'm hopeless! i kip thinking on de dark side of stuff...SHE, who used to be my gd friend, hu listens to my problems, is now... i dunno how to describe her....i mean like she doesn't care abt me much now...i juz silently follow behind THEM...i doubt they would ever notice me anyway... i sense dat i'm jealous but again, HU CARES! u guys dun even care wad..wad's de point...i'm juz hopeless la okae?!!! *moans* gimme a break...i really need one...i wanna smile again....smiling makes me happy...but i'm so not...*sigh*
NOTHING EVER LASTS FOR ME...NOT EVEN FRIENDSHIP...
FRIENDS HU MAKE ME CRY R NOT WORTH IT...ARE U?
*sigh* dunno wad's wrong wif me this few daes....i kip feeling left out...i dun feel like i'm a sodarian anymore..i dun even think i'm alive! but no big deal wad...no one cares if i live or not...after all, like i said b4, i'm juz a piece of dirt...i'm juz too stressed.... academically,mentally....i'm hurt and i dunno how to recover.... is dere sth wrong wif me? i kip getting oversensitive abt things...ya la ya la, i'm self pitying again but seriously, hu cares?! no one! so i dun give a bluddy damn!*sigh* wad to do??? i'm hopeless! i kip thinking on de dark side of stuff...SHE, who used to be my gd friend, hu listens to my problems, is now... i dunno how to describe her....i mean like she doesn't care abt me much now...i juz silently follow behind THEM...i doubt they would ever notice me anyway... i sense dat i'm jealous but again, HU CARES! u guys dun even care wad..wad's de point...i'm juz hopeless la okae?!!! *moans* gimme a break...i really need one...i wanna smile again....smiling makes me happy...but i'm so not...*sigh*
NOTHING EVER LASTS FOR ME...NOT EVEN FRIENDSHIP...
FRIENDS HU MAKE ME CRY R NOT WORTH IT...ARE U?
what we could have been, 3:01 PM.
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Yo yo yo! I noe my blog is like so damn DEAD alr so i actually decided to post..i was bz and lazy so i couldn't care much abt my blog lar..*grins wif smirk* (X TIS WILL BE A SUPER LONG POST I GUESS...
STRESS STRESS & STRESS!
Why is FATE so CRUEL?! Why muz it be HER??? Can't it be sumone else?! ME PERHAPS?! I'm willing to suffer if it will ease her PAIN! She's so afraid of pain and FATE has 2 put her thru so much...Is tis a JOKE or sum kind of challenge GOD is giving us?? Well if it is, I DUN LIKE IT!!!! WE MISS HER & WE WANT HER BACK IN BAND , BACK IN SKOOL!
Haiz...Dun bother asking me hu SHE is cos' i'm not supposed 2 like tell anyone & those hu noe out dere, U BETTER NOT SPREAD AROUND OR I'LL KILL U & SEND U 2 UR GRAVE! )X
WORRIES,WORRIES & WORRIES!
SODA has a new member. COKE LIME! Dere's more to the problem though... As i've said, in love, 1 person is too LITTLE, 3 is too many, 2 is JUZ NICE... In SODA, 1,2,3 is too LITTLE while 5 or more is TOO MANY & 4 is JUZ NICE! So if U noe dat i'm referring 2 U, pls dun get offended or anything, we juz want u to get tis msg CLEAR...We'll tell u in skool too.... I'M SRY...
I'll end here... Let me get rid of my stress and sorrows...
Btw, 2 all CSB main bandies! GD LUCK 4 TIS SATURDAE'S COMPETITION! I will support u guys throughout! JIAYOU!!! Try ur best and get GOLD okae? Sure can wan! GIVE IN ALL U'VE GOT!
STRESS STRESS & STRESS!
Why is FATE so CRUEL?! Why muz it be HER??? Can't it be sumone else?! ME PERHAPS?! I'm willing to suffer if it will ease her PAIN! She's so afraid of pain and FATE has 2 put her thru so much...Is tis a JOKE or sum kind of challenge GOD is giving us?? Well if it is, I DUN LIKE IT!!!! WE MISS HER & WE WANT HER BACK IN BAND , BACK IN SKOOL!
Haiz...Dun bother asking me hu SHE is cos' i'm not supposed 2 like tell anyone & those hu noe out dere, U BETTER NOT SPREAD AROUND OR I'LL KILL U & SEND U 2 UR GRAVE! )X
WORRIES,WORRIES & WORRIES!
SODA has a new member. COKE LIME! Dere's more to the problem though... As i've said, in love, 1 person is too LITTLE, 3 is too many, 2 is JUZ NICE... In SODA, 1,2,3 is too LITTLE while 5 or more is TOO MANY & 4 is JUZ NICE! So if U noe dat i'm referring 2 U, pls dun get offended or anything, we juz want u to get tis msg CLEAR...We'll tell u in skool too.... I'M SRY...
I'll end here... Let me get rid of my stress and sorrows...
Btw, 2 all CSB main bandies! GD LUCK 4 TIS SATURDAE'S COMPETITION! I will support u guys throughout! JIAYOU!!! Try ur best and get GOLD okae? Sure can wan! GIVE IN ALL U'VE GOT!
what we could have been, 7:51 PM.
