Friday, February 23, 2007
sigh.
i FAILED.
again.
why can't i ever accomplish anything BIG in my life?
i feel so dejected.
failure leads to disppointment which leads to tears.
i need to get over this.
i really need to stand up again.
GET OVER IT, JIAYEE!
YOU CAN DO IT!
i shall persevere and continue to strive.
I WILL NOT BE BEAT SO EASILY!
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!
i want to try for high jump.
practise jumping everyday so that i can reach the ceiling.
[[:
i'm going to accomplish somthing and nothing is going to stop me.
this failure is going to make me STRONGER.
-jiayee/ECHO-2ndlowestpitch/abigail#5/peach-bubblegum-djbean
:D
i FAILED.
again.
why can't i ever accomplish anything BIG in my life?
i feel so dejected.
failure leads to disppointment which leads to tears.
i need to get over this.
i really need to stand up again.
GET OVER IT, JIAYEE!
YOU CAN DO IT!
i shall persevere and continue to strive.
I WILL NOT BE BEAT SO EASILY!
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!
i want to try for high jump.
practise jumping everyday so that i can reach the ceiling.
[[:
i'm going to accomplish somthing and nothing is going to stop me.
this failure is going to make me STRONGER.
-jiayee/ECHO-2ndlowestpitch/abigail#5/peach-bubblegum-djbean
:D
what we could have been, 3:59 PM.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
MEET BUGGY.
the ladybug which RE-IGNITED yale's love for ladybugs!
WE LOVE BUGGY! <33
US!
and susan's extra tweez. TSK.
XD
hey.
LIVIA IS SUCH AN ASS.
JUST LIKE ME AND STEFFI.
we kept trying to make livia laugh cos she made funny faces when she tried not to.
HA!
and susan is deaf.
she can't hear anything we say, even if its bad.
cos she keeps listening to her MP3 with music blasting in her ears until she gets a headache.
such a cute mushroom!
HAHA!
cheered up after going to ps and far east yesterday after CNY celebrations in school.
yay ME!
[:
STEFFI and i kept laughing during the performances cos it was damn funny.
livia slept throughout the whole perfomance.
poor thing.
oh wells.
i'm making dumplings tonight for reunion dinner!
yay ME!
[:
alright alright.
i'm high okay?
i hate hw.
spoils the FESTIVE MOOD.
BOO HOO!
)):
i shall go for now.
JIAYEE.
[:
what we could have been, 3:20 PM.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES!
<33
i'm confused.
WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?
WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME?!
JIAYEE!!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(slaps myself)
urgh.
i don't know what's going on.
everything's a blur.
IS THIS ANOTHER TRICK TO GET WHAT YOU WANT?
WHAT IS YOUR MOTIVE?
sigh.
there's sth wrong with my emotions.
its all messed up.
i can't feel like i used to.
i really can't.
HELP.
-JIAYEE
(not going to post in a really long time...)
<33
i'm confused.
WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?
WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME?!
JIAYEE!!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(slaps myself)
urgh.
i don't know what's going on.
everything's a blur.
IS THIS ANOTHER TRICK TO GET WHAT YOU WANT?
WHAT IS YOUR MOTIVE?
sigh.
there's sth wrong with my emotions.
its all messed up.
i can't feel like i used to.
i really can't.
HELP.
-JIAYEE
(not going to post in a really long time...)
what we could have been, 8:30 PM.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
URGHH!
YOU'RE JUST OUT TO MAKE ME JEALOUS.
SO WHAT.
YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS.
IDIOT.
I DON'T WANT TO BE THE SAME-OLD-WEAK JIAYEE ANYMORE.
THE SAME-OLD-WEAK JIAYEE SUCKS.
I'M GONNA BE THE DIFFERENT-NEW-STRONG JIAYEE.
(i'm not gonna use the F word.i'm not gonna use the F word.i'm not gonna use the F word.i'm not gonna use the F word.i'm not gonna use the F word.i'm not gonna use the F word.)
*breathes*
AND I DIDN'T.
[:
YOU'RE JUST OUT TO MAKE ME JEALOUS.
SO WHAT.
YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS.
IDIOT.
I DON'T WANT TO BE THE SAME-OLD-WEAK JIAYEE ANYMORE.
THE SAME-OLD-WEAK JIAYEE SUCKS.
I'M GONNA BE THE DIFFERENT-NEW-STRONG JIAYEE.
(i'm not gonna use the F word.i'm not gonna use the F word.i'm not gonna use the F word.i'm not gonna use the F word.i'm not gonna use the F word.i'm not gonna use the F word.)
*breathes*
AND I DIDN'T.
[:
what we could have been, 5:34 PM.
gosh.
you must be kiding me!
i just went for a haircut.
and i have no more hair!
aaaaah!
when i tie up my hair it's so uber thin like a tree branch okay!!
i feel like i'm bald.
i'll prove it on monday.
XD
urgh.
hw and exams.
tests and time assignments.
X(
i love my darlings so much!
HAHA!
<33
sidney sheldon will be remembered by many for his wonderful works.
my dad loves his books.
sigh.
-jiayee
[:
you must be kiding me!
i just went for a haircut.
and i have no more hair!
aaaaah!
when i tie up my hair it's so uber thin like a tree branch okay!!
i feel like i'm bald.
i'll prove it on monday.
XD
urgh.
hw and exams.
tests and time assignments.
X(
i love my darlings so much!
HAHA!
<33
sidney sheldon will be remembered by many for his wonderful works.
my dad loves his books.
sigh.
-jiayee
[:
what we could have been, 1:03 PM.
